love and my real heart

This seems to be the theme of Spring Break for me. Firstly, I am asking "what is love?" That's a biggie, right. The second part of this theme is that my real heart is ailing - such that I am advised to get an angiogram to determine if I need a stint to regain the proper amount of blood supply to it. In other words, I may have (coronary or pulmonary) heart disease. Well, this was an unpleasant, however untimely, discovery. You could say I haven't quite processed this dual reality - my nearness to passing now having only just found a possible partner I so deeply desire to share what time I have left with!